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New way to make meatloaf

2012-02-09T17:54:00.000-05:00

I have to share one of my favorite ways to make meatloaf.

Thanks to Robin Add a Pinch!
These mini- muffin- meat loafs are amazing.

My family LOVES meatloaf! I don't know why. Every time we have meatloaf it's bland and dry.

The mini loafs are juicy and full of flavor.

Another plus, You don't have to wait an hour or more for them to bake.

My kids are always asking "how much longer until dinner", when there is still an hour left it doesn't bid well.
These babies were done in 25 minutes.

PERFECT!!!

The kids had a blast helping. They are so easy to make!

ENJOY!

M.O.B!! re-launch

2012-02-06T09:59:00.000-05:00

One of my FAVORITE sites on the web is re-launching today!

I am blessed to be apart of this amazing group of ladies.

A place where you will laugh and cry.

A place of encouragement.

A place... well you will have to go see for yourself!

Oh and there is a giveaway too!

Photo Contest!

2012-02-04T10:02:00.000-05:00

I have a fun contest on my photography facebook page!

Each picture is entered to win a $25 gift certificate to Snapfish.com.

This is my first contest through my photography and I wanted it to be open to EVERYONE!

"CONTEST TIME! Valentines Day is soon! Love is in the air. I want to see what love looks like in your eyes. Upload a picture that you think represents LOVE. I will pick a winner via Random.org on Feb.14!"

The winner's picture will also be displayed on the sidebar -------------------------------------->

Five Minute Friday: Real

2012-02-03T14:09:00.000-05:00

Today's word ~ Real

GO~

How real are we?

In person and online?

Are we the same people we are when we are behind closed doors?

I fail.

I yell at the kids.

I can be messy.

I am not the most organized person.

I don't have it all together.

I am trying to grow in all of these areas.

Do others see the REAL me?

STOP

House Tour ~ part 1

2012-02-02T17:18:00.000-05:00

This is the first part of the house tour. Today I am showing you the kitchen.

I LOVE the kitchen.

Down on the Farm

2012-02-01T13:54:00.000-05:00

I Love this kind of School!

A photo a day ~ Feb

2012-01-31T13:48:00.000-05:00

Source: thehouseofsmiths.com via Stephanie on Pinterest

I have a goal. A Photo a day!

WILL YOU JOIN ME IN THIS CHALLENGE?

It really works!

2012-01-30T22:52:00.000-05:00

I told myself TODAY WAS THE DAY that I would stick to our morning routine. I have not had a routine for awhile, and while I have been trying to come up with a schedule I was falling behind again.

Who would have thought that a routine helps? (said sarcastically)

The kids were happier.

I was happier.

More got accomplished this morning than most weeks. I know, sad, huh?

The computer wasn't turned on until after school and lunch was over!

Now to work on our schedule. What days we are going to be doing what. I don't know if certain days will work like laundry day, office day, town day. I am trying to find what works for us.

2012-01-27T11:56:00.000-05:00

We added another member to the family.

I would like you to meet Phoenix.

Phoenix is an answer to prayer.
We knew when we moved we wanted another dog. Not just any dog but THE RIGHT DOG. Different options fell into our plate but not the one.

God cares. He answers prayers.

My prayer was for an Australian Shepherd, little or not cost to get, Merle in color, and house trained.

Monday I was looking on craigslist and I saw the add.

Australian Shepherd Puppy Free to good home blue eyes, tri color

I decided to ask about the puppy. I didn't "want" a tri colored dog but hey he's free let's see what he looks like. When I received the picture I cried. He wasn't tri colored, he was a MERLE! He was house trained (almost), he was crate trained, and he was FREE.

Eggs + Pocket = MESS!!!

2012-01-26T11:17:00.003-05:00

He was told that putting the eggs in his pocket was not a good idea.

This little incident got me thinking.

How many times has God told me, "Stephanie that is not a good idea?"

How many times have I just had to try it , "just to see"?

How many times did I learn my lesson?

The lessons can be messy.

I praise the Lord for His grace and His mercy on me.

I thank Him for cleaning up my mess!

Thanks to GrrrMamaw (yes that is what they call my mother in-law) for cleaning this little mess.

in 1909

2012-01-24T10:57:00.000-05:00

My great aunt passed away this week.
She was 102!

102! What a life!

She saw so many changes.

Enter our history lesson for today.

We looked up things that happened in 1909.

The Toaster was invented.

The car in 1909.

The description from my 7 year old,
"It looks like a buggy for a horse but with a motor and wheels."

The Presidents:

Theodore Roosevelt

Twenty-Sixth U.S. President, 1901-1909

William H. Taft
Twenty-Seventh U.S. President, 1909-1913

Minimum wage ~
.22 cents an hour

1 lb Bacon ~ 23¢

1 loaf Bread~ 5¢

1lb Butter ~ 34¢

1 dozen Eggs ~ 32¢

1 qt Milk ~ 8¢

1 lb Sugar ~ 6¢

16th Amendment was added to the US constitution, which authorizes a federal income tax.

What a fun impromptu History lesson!

Apologia Live Retreat ~ A giveaway

2012-01-20T00:00:00.004-05:00

When Apologia Live asked me to attend their conference in Baltimore, I was super excited.

I still am!

Maybe beyond excited.

"In the General Sessions we will worship, learn, listen, and pray. We will be encouraged spiritually. The speakers will share their struggles and successes from their own homeschool experiences."

Oh yes, so looking forward to this!

There is more GREAT NEWS!

YOU CAN GO TOO!!! I have a ticket that is up for grabs.

I can't wait to see you there.

a Rafflecopter giveaway

Laundry Blues

2012-01-19T09:56:00.004-05:00

Laundry!

At LEAST one load a day. More when I get behind. I am often behind. :(

This is one chore that I do not like. Thus the reason why I get behind.

I know, shame on me.

I am here begging and pleading for insight.

How do you tackle piles of laundry?

Random

2012-01-18T12:27:00.003-05:00

What random thing(s) have you found in your living room?

( I am not talking about the dirt on the floor as the random object :) )

The Chair!

2012-01-13T09:30:00.000-05:00

When I am in the kitchen, I fear for my toes.

WHY?

The chair!

The chair that she brings beside me while I am working.

The chair that makes her taller so she can help.

The chair!
Even though I fear for my toes,I love the time we have together.
She is only 3! I am looking forward to the future, pray we can keep working together. Looking forward to our mother- daughter relationship growing.

There are going to be days like this! :)

2012-01-12T12:37:00.004-05:00

I LOVE school days like this!

They learned..

That a stack of bricks is easier to deal with than a pile of bricks.

That mortar is gooey and smells good (said from the 7 year old) but after some time goes by it gets hard.

That building a chimney is hard work and takes time.

Fire ~ A year

2012-01-11T09:26:00.000-05:00

I have tried to write this post many times over the past week. I write and delete and write and delete.

Do you remember what you were doing on Jan 11, 2011? For us that day is still very clear. A day that won't be forgotten. A day when things changed for our life.

It's been a year!!!!!!

We sat around the table talking about things that happened that day. Eyes filled with tears over missing our dog.

Tears of gratefulness over God's protection. No one was hurt! No one had a scrape on them.
I still remember looking through the door at my neighbors house and seeing 4 little faces. Grateful that they were okay.

There are times when the smell of smoke upsets me.

There are times when I will go for something that I had only to remember that I don't have it anymore.

The kids will sit and talk about things that they did at the "old house" like sliding down the steps while sitting on the toy box lid.

I will honestly say that the past year has been a difficult one. After the fire we tore down the old house. Started over, and rebuilt the new house. (which I can't wait to show you)

There were many times I would sit and cry. I was tired. I didn't want to be tearing down a house. I didn't want to have to remember what we had in the rooms making sure the insurance company had all of the information. I didn't want to have to replace everything.

"Therefore, since we have been justified by faith,we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ. Through him we have also obtained access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and we rejoice in hope of the glory of God. Not only that, but we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame, because God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us." Romans 5:1-8 (emphasis mine)

Yes, there were many times of sadness. Times of grief over so much lost. I still have those days.

Yes, there are times of rejoicing. Many blessings! Thanking the Lord. Seeing His hand on everything. His Grace and His Mercy.

The out pouring of donations were amazing.

The prayer. I know that there were people from all over praying.

A new house!

Do I want to go through this again, NO!

Am I grateful? Yes! I love how this not only showed me how "small" I am, but showed me how BIG OUR GOD IS!

I love that I have been able to tell others how great God is through all of this.

What a mighty God we serve! Through the "good" and the "bad" HE IS SO GOOD!!!!

Say Cheese

2012-01-06T10:21:00.004-05:00

I love taking pictures.

As of late I have been feeling convicted.

I have been so into taking pictures as a business that I have put aside taking pictures in general.

Pictures have come a long way! Today we have the ability to not only share our blessings but also show them, right when they happen!

Keeping family and friends informed of what is going happening.

Showing God's beautiful creation.

Documenting things, visually.
Many of our best homeschool days are the hands on days.

I am excited to share with you!
Will I take a picture everyday? Maybe not, but I will be taking more! :)

photo credit

The World of Animals ~book review

2012-01-05T14:06:00.007-05:00

Lions, and Tigers and Bears! OH MY!!!!

Amazing facts about these animals and many more can be found in this book.

I don't know who is enjoying this book more, the kids or the parents.

I love books like this,books give such neat facts.

Facts that have made me sit and reflect on how awesome the Creator is.

Frogs are a big hit in this house.

We learned that 'one of the smallest frogs is the world was discovered in Cuba in 1997. It's scientific name is Eleutherodactylus ibera. It measures only 1cm long'. -pg 136

"The peregrine falcon is the fastest-moving of all animals. It can streak down onto prey, or charge at an intruder in it's territory, in a powered dived called stoops. Some stoops have been timed at more than 210mph." - pg 170

To be honest, I skipped over the spider section. Gives me chills, but the boys loved that part!

Shh don't tell DH that I told you, but I even found this book in OUR bathroom! Enough said!

All of this to say how much we love this book.

A great addition to our library.

YOU CAN WIN YOUR OWN COPY!!!!!

Join us 1/17 at 8 pm CST on twitter - #teachthetruth @Masterbooks

New Year 2012~

2012-01-02T19:49:00.003-05:00

Planning, planning, planning, that is what I have been trying to do.

This year I want to be more organized.
Having a schedule and some kind of routine set.
Meal planning.
And yes, even working out and eating better.

There are so many things in our life that is new.
It's kind of like a fresh start!

I am so excited to see what 2012 is going to bring.

Do you do a lot of planning? Do you have schedule?

Do you have any tips for me? One who can become overwhelmed with it all?

A few pics:)

2011-12-27T14:55:00.005-05:00

Today I am linking up with Sam's Noggin. The topic, our favorite photo from 2011.

I can't pick just one.
Our life this year was crazy.
I will be sharing more pictures later.
Today will be a few of the ones that stand out for me.

In October our little man was born.

I took pictures of all of the kids this Christmas and put them into one! :)

This picture is very dear to me. I took this picture the three days before the fire. I miss my Gracie dog.

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2011-12-23T13:36:00.000-05:00

mush brain!

2011-12-20T10:50:00.003-05:00

I often get asked if Gideon is sleeping through the night.

The answer is no!

On a typical day I am awake at 3:30am!

Yes I am tired! VERY TIRED!

My mind is mush!

Okay, story time!

I had all of the Christmas cards ready to hand out at church on Sunday.

I went up to the first recipient, told them Merry Christmas, and proudly handed them their card.
Only to realize that I FORGOT THE CARD!
I FORGOT TO PUT CARDS IN ALL OF THE ENVELOPS!

I just hope I remembered to put the cards in the ones that I mailed!

2011-12-14T14:33:00.001-05:00

TO GOD BE THE GLORY! :)

I pray everyone is having a wonderful day!

My children are a blessing~ a bit of venting!

2011-12-13T10:00:00.004-05:00

My children are a blessing!

Those of you who have many children know THE LOOK when you go out with all of the kids.

There is THE LOOK. Don't get me wrong, there are many times when I can understand getting "THE LOOK"! When the kids are acting like Bowmaniacs and not Bowmanians :)

Then there is the whole, " How do you do handle them all?"
I honestly tell them that there is no way I can do it alone! Giving God all the credit for His grace and mercy! I let them know that it's not always peaches and cream. Yes I raise my voice! No I do NOT have it all together! I raise my voice more than I "want" too. I get stressed, and discouraged. I WISH I HAD IT ALL TOGETHER!

There is the, "Are you done?"
I say, for now! I mean Gideon is only 8 weeks old! The looks are so funny! We may not plan on having kids "naturally" but we have talked about adopting.

None of these comment bother me! I just let them ask and we go on.

Friday I had a comment made that really upset me. I have NEVER had someone be so blunt.
We took the family out to eat. DH went to the buffet and I was sitting with all of the kids. An older lady approached me and asked," Are these ALL of yours?"
I smiled and replied," Yes they are!"
She looked around the table, counting, and said, "Five.. four boys and one girl?"
Again,with a smile, I replied, " Yes, Ma'am!"
She looked at me and said......."It's time to stop! I had 2 boys and that was enough! Yes, you need to stop!"

I know my jaw dropped! I didn't say anything. She just turned and walked away!
I have never had anyone tell me that we needed to stop because we had too many kids.

The kids were being so well behaved!

I walked out of the restaurant so discouraged. How can someone say something so.... so... disrespectful?

I was reminded that children are a blessing from the Lord! I looked at each of the kids saw how blessed. Each different! But Each a blessing!

I wish people could see the children As blessings and not little burdens. As blessings and not a huge expense. As blessings and not just here because mom and dad don't know how to "stop this from happening."

"Behold, children are a heritage from the LORD, the fruit of the womb a reward. Like arrows in the hand of a warrior are the children of one’s youth. Blessed is the man who fills his quiver with them! He shall not be put to shame when he speaks with his enemies in the gate" Psalm 127:3-5 (emphasis mine)

Have you ever had something like this happen? How do you handle it?

Let's Read the Bible in 90 Days!

2011-12-12T09:30:00.004-05:00

I am so excited for each of you as you start this journey!

I read that bible through for the first time this year. (Jan-March)
I have always wanted to read the bible cover to cover. It was a goal that I mentioned EVERY YEAR! When I read about B90days, I was very excited!

When the last verse in Revelation is read, the feeling is amazing!

I am going to be reading right along with you!

Start Date: Monday January 9 ( I decided to wait a week after the new year so everyone can be settled into their normal routines again)

What you need to do?
Read! The goal is to read! The temptation (at least for me) is to want to research and study the scripture you're reading. DON'T! Just read!
Reading time will take about an hour each day. Get the reading list here!

Every Monday, here on Bowmania.net, we will have a time of encouragement. A time to tell how your reading went for the week, if and how there were struggles. A time to post prayer requests.
As a wife and mom of 5, along with the many other household/daily jobs, things can get crazy!
The encouragement and accountability is what helped me get through and finish the reading.

Not only will you be able to come here, but I will also be using facebook and twitter (@bowmania) daily for times of encouragement. If you want prayer or need a gentle push of encouragement you won't have to wait until Monday.

Why am I hosting the Bible in 90 Days?
Doing this challenge was one of the best things that I have ever done.

1- It was a goal that was finished! We all know how it feels to set a big goal and accomplish that goal!
2- The time with the Lord is great!
3- I had just begun to read when we had our fire.Reading about God's grace and mercy helped get me through one of the most difficult things.

I want you ALL to experience this amazing journey!
I want to come along side of you as you do.
The encouragement that I received is something that I want to give back to others.
Let's encourage one another!

This is life changing.
This is exciting!

I will be praying for EACH of you!
I will send reminders to each of you daily via email, or facebook.

Let's do this!! :)

Comment to let me know and so I can add you.

Bowmanians

2011-12-08T21:44:00.002-05:00

I LOVE LOVE LOVE that my kids are now referring themselves as.....

The BOWMANIANS

and that they are :)

Why am I still blogging?

2011-12-06T10:12:00.005-05:00

Sometimes I ponder why I even blog.
What's the point?
There are many times when I just want to stop.
Yes, I get discouraged.
I see so many other people doing so well with their blogs.
From homemaking to homeschooling.
So many seem to have it all together.

Do people even read?

When I started my blog, I said that if just ONE person reads that's okay.
I may not write everyday.
I may not have deep insight to things
I will probably never write an ebook!
That's okay! :)

I will keep writing.

Okay I am done whining! :)
On with the day

I love my calling!

2011-12-02T10:49:00.004-05:00

Five Minute Friday Prompt

TIRED

GO.

Tired

That is the state I am in during this season of life.

New house, new baby, new routine.

I am tired.

Yet in this time I wouldn't trade it.

As I sit and feed the sweet new baby at 3 am, yes I am tired but oh the joy of knowing that I am helping him grow.

When the alarm goes off at 5 am for my husband to go to work. I could stay in bed. Just hit snooze and roll over. I don't! I get up and fix lunch for my hard working man. After he leaves I go back and snuggle with the baby once again.

When the kids get up at 7:30 am! I am tired!

I look like a total mess when I get out of bed! ( I am usually awake by that time)

I go about my day, tired.

Things still get done.

I have the Lord who helps me. He gives me the strength I need to make it through on very little sleep.

This is my calling and I am so grateful.

Tired and all.

Will I ever not be tired?

That I don't know, but I am enjoying this very tired season!

And I give thanks to the One who is never tired! :)

STOP!

A shout out

2011-11-30T21:11:00.009-05:00

Today I am giving a shot out to our Isaiah.

Our little boy is growing up.

We have had our moments.

He has been the most challenging, but to see things change and to see him maturing is awesome.

He has a tenderness about him.

I have noticed a huge change since Gideon was born.

Most people have said that Gideon looks like Isaiah.
(and he does)

He has taken this at heart.

Gideon is HIS BUDDY.

The other day I found them like this.

When a diaper needs changed, most hand the baby over to mommy for that job!

Isaiah will change that diaper.

ON HIS OWN WILL!
I am actually very impressed at how well he does!

He's a pro! :)

THANK YOU ISAIAH for being a wonderful helper!

And for changing those stinky diapers:)

Gideon's size ~ 6 weeks

2011-11-28T09:31:00.002-05:00

2 weeks

6 weeks

Funny things my kids say!

2011-11-21T22:40:00.003-05:00

I try to write down the really funny things the kids say! So why not share those moments with you!

Today I was nursing Gideon. DS (9) asked..

"Mommy way do you switch udders when you are feeding Gideon?"

I answered him, all the while trying not to burst out laughing!
Can you tell he helps on a farm?

2011-11-16T11:04:00.001-05:00

WE ARE MOVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

taking a week off!

2011-11-13T19:59:00.002-05:00

Would you please be patient with me this week?

We are in the last stages of getting into the new house! :)

Lots to do!

I have many thoughts and I can't wait to share with you the many blessings.

I will be back and blogging! :)

( Yes I like smiley faces :) :) )

the smell of smoke

2011-11-08T17:10:00.002-05:00

It's still so fresh in my mind!

A few nights ago DH and I were watching TV.

I looked at him and asked, " Do you smell smoke?"

He assured me he didn't.

I looked at him and shook my head, " Sweetie I smell smoke!" He could tell I was scared and nervous!

He paused the show and went around the house with me to investigate.

What did we find?

Nothing IN the house!

The smoke was coming from outside. Someone had started a fire in their stove.

Smoke, from outside, and I was freaking out over it.

I sat and cried for awhile. Sad that I was so scared.

I guess this is something that I am going to have happen to me at times. I am not saying that I am going to live in fear. Worrying all of the time. But there are going to be times when something will remind me of the fire.

It's Gone!

2011-11-03T19:20:00.002-04:00

Yesterday I set up the all important trash pick up! I know exciting huh? :) To me it means that things are getting closer and closer until we are in the new house.

Upon talking to the gentleman about the service, I found out that he lost his house in 1999. I asked him if things get easier. He assured me that they do get easier. He also said that there are times when he goes to look for something only to realize that they were lost in the fire. To this day he still does this. That has been 12 years ago.

I do this often, now. I will go looking for a shirt, think about where in the world it could be then remember! The kids will ask for certain toys. The tears start to flow when I have to remind them.

I am glad to know that it does get better. There will still be days when the tears will flow. For us it's only been 10 months since the fire. Some days it seems like it was a long time. Then there are the days that seems like it was yesterday.

Even though talking about it is hard, I get a joy out of sharing what God has done. Most of the time it's in a conversation we are having with the kids. I love being able to take the hard times and turning them into a time of giving thanks.
The moments that I really cherish are the times when others in the community ask how we are doing. I don't lie, I will tell them that it's hard, but again, getting to share what the Lord has done and what He is doing is amazing. Giving God the Glory, even in the hard times. (I have to remind myself of this often) He is so good!

My hope is that each time I go and look for something that we lost in the fire. That I will not side and be sad, but I will sit and give God Glory! Worshiping Him for all He has done for us!

I am scare, tired, and weary!

2011-11-01T21:27:00.002-04:00

Looking down at his little face.
Breathing in the scent of baby.
Looking at the details of his face.
I am in love, all over again!

However most of the time, I sit and cry as I hold him.
I am scared.
How in the world am I going to take care of 5 kids, and a husband, and a house, (which is being built right now). So add in moving, and making choices for the house in the mean time. AHHHHH

I have no idea!
I have only had all 5 kids for a few hours at a time the past 3 weeks. Within those few hours, I end up raising my voice, and or crying. I am short tempered. Then I start crying more because I don't want to raise my voice or be short tempered. It's an on going circle at this point.

I am tired and weary!

Halloween ~ Why we go out! :)

2011-10-31T21:29:00.003-04:00

There are many thoughts about Halloween. Some dress up, others don't. Each have their own reasons why. I know that I don't have to justify why we DO.

Growing up, we didn't.
We would, however, hand out candy and gospel tracks.
We have had many talks, my hubby and I, about Halloween.
He grew up dressing up and going out for candy!

My cousin wrote something on his facebook that I agree with.

"Who says that Halloween has to be satan's day....I know as well as anyone due to extensive research about the history of all hallows eve...but the Bible tells me THIS is the day the Lord has made I WILL rejoice and be glad in it...satan has done his best to replace Christ at Christmas...and replace Christ at Easter...I m not giving satan one day...b/c my God owns them all let his name be praised"

To God be the Glory!

The reason we go get candy.
We live in a small town, the one thing that really makes it worth going out, are the elderly. They sit on their front porch, waiting. Candy at hand. A smile crosses their faces as the kids run up to them. It's priceless. It melts my heart to see them with the kids.

What will happen when the kids get older, I am not sure! For now they have fun dressing in cute outfits and getting "free" candy! :)

Gideon's size

2011-10-24T18:55:00.003-04:00

Gideon compared to a 9x13 dish

Taken 10/24/11 ~ Gideon is 11 days old

The Birth of Gideon

2011-10-14T15:20:00.003-04:00

Again, and again, God shows himself.

Last week I noticed swelling in my hands, feet, and legs. I took it upon myself to have my blood pressure checked. It was elevated but just enough to make one feel blah.
Monday I had my regular OB check-up, after testing me for different things, I was sent home with an "everything looks fine" report from the hospital.
I was to come back Friday for an ultrasound, "If you make it by then" my doctor said. (he said i was already spilling protein in my urine)
I just chuckled at him. I wasn't have major contractions, just normal braxton hicks.
While at home, I took Monday and Tuesday and rested.

Tuesday afternoon I got a dull headache. I just assumed it had to do with the low pressure weather system that was coming.

The headache didn't go away, it got worse.
I didn't sleep at all from Tuesday to Wednesday.
I didn't know what to do.
I have NEVER, EVER experienced a headache like that one.
I cried, begged, and pleated to God to make the pain stop.
As daylight hit, I was praying for wisdom.
What did I need to do?
How am I going to take care of the kids?
I noticed that my hands, feet, and legs were not as swollen.
Was my blood pressure up?
I was feeling so good the day before.
I called the doctor's office and they told me to go have my BP checked, then to call back.
165/95! That was my BP. Whoa! What?
I have a headache, but swelling is down.
I called my doctor right away. Of course I was told to come in right away.

BP was still up at the doctor office. The little one looked great on the ultrasound, but they didn't like the face that my amnio fluid was low.
I was sent straight to the hospital.
Tests were done again.
I was diagnosed with preeclampsia .
NOTHING was making my BP go down. NOTHING was helping the headache go away.
The cure? Deliver the baby.
My blood pressure was getting so high, it was in the danger zone.
Risks? Heart attack, stroke, or seizure!
Now what?
Do we have a c-section? I have never had one.
Do we induce and then after so long just end up with a c-section anyway? (my body wasn't ready to "have" a baby)
After talking about it, we decided to go for the induction.
Praying it would take.
My body started responding well.
VERY WELL.
A little before 8 am, my doctor came and checked me, I was 3 cm and 90% effaced. SWEET!!!!
He told me that I would be having a baby by 10 am. He said I would skip numbers and go fast!
I did too!
Gideon was born at 8:18am!

I was nervous. Our little one was being born 4 1/2 weeks early. I didn't know what to expect.
I trusted the Lord.
I knew that in order for me to stay healthy, I needed to deliver the baby.
He was monitored the whole time, very close. He did well.
He is still doing well.

I am doing so much better! My blood pressure is down, I feel like me again!

I want to thank you all for your prayers.
God's plan! It's perfect!
We are so excited to welcome this new little Bowman!

Gideon Jude
5 lbs 3/4 oz
18 1/4 inches

You know you're building a house when......

2011-10-11T16:19:00.004-04:00

Your tub looks like this...... often!

I am not kidding, this is what our tub looks like often. It's Gross!
We get back from working on the house, covered in dirt from head to toe.
I am surprised that we don't clog the drain. Actually surprised that the water system hasn't been shut down because of the dirt.

Not to worry, I do NOT leave the tub looking like this. Most of the time the tub gets a bath after everyone is finished. Sometimes, depending on how late it is, the tub is scrubbed the next day.
I have tried MANY things when it comes to cleaning the tub. The thing that I have found that works best are Magic Erasers. I don't know what it is about them, but my they work. I assume that is why they are called MAGIC Erasers huh?
If you have any other suggestions on cleaning a really dirty tub please pass it along.

Baby Bowman Update ~ 35 weeks

2011-10-10T16:33:00.003-04:00

Rest!?

Feet up!?

That is what I am told do be doing right now.
Last week I was having issues with my blood pressure being elevated.
Today, after a visit to the doctor, I was told everything is okay.
I do not have preeclampsia.
I just have fluid building.
7 lbs in 2 weeks! YIKES

I have never had this issue!

The solution?

Rest, put my feet up, lay on my left side, drink lots more water! Water with lemon at that! :)

I will try my best!

I am so grateful that all is okay.

At 35 weeks pregnant, I am not ready for the little one to come yet.

I have nothing for a bag yet, need to go shopping I guess.

We want the house to be somewhat finished. This week we paint! :)

My prayer is that this little one will stay in until Nov. That he/she will be nice and healthy.

I don't like this ride

2011-10-05T10:21:00.003-04:00

Have you ever felt as if you were running in circles? It feels as if I am standing in one place just spinning. I don't know where to stop. I don't know what to do next. If I stop I will just be dizzy, so I keep spinning.

This is not a fun ride.

Like a carnival ride.
You know the ones, that just spin.
You want to yell, "LET ME OFF OF THIS THING!"

When you do, your stomach hurts, your head is spinning.

That is how I feel.

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We are tired!

2011-09-28T19:20:00.004-04:00

Sneezing

Coughing

Sniffles

Headaches

Sore Throats

That is what is going on in our world. Along with working, teaching, and building a house! Then there is the normal everyday life.
We are all so tired.
In times like these, I give thanks to God. He never tires. He give us strength!

"Have you not known? Have you not heard?

The Lord is the everlasting God,

the Creator of the ends of the earth.

He does not faint or grow weary;

his understanding is unsearchable.

He gives power to the faint,

and to him who has no might he increases strength.

Even youths shall faint and be weary,

and young men shall fall exhausted;

but they who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength;

they shall mount up with wings like eagles;

they shall run and not be weary;

they shall walk and not faint."

Isaiah 40:28-31

An awesome promise.

You know you're building a house when......

2011-09-23T01:00:00.002-04:00

you can't stop itching from the insulation.

Let me just say, insulation is a great thing! It's great at keeping the house warm in the winter and cool in the summer. It's meant to be in the walls. NOT ON YOU!

It sticks! It itches. It gets everywhere!

The only thought when you leave the site it to take a nice hot shower to make the itching stop. After the shower you still itch! Feeling uncomfortable, you take another shower, only to end up with the same result. Frustrated you stomp down the stairs and tell DH that you will NEVER TOUCH INSULATION AGAIN! Then explain to him why you feel that way. He will chuckle then explain why you're still itching.

When taking a shower in hopes to get the insulation off, make sure the water is cool first. DO NOT STEP IN A HOT SHOWER. The pores of your body open more in hot water. When the water starts out warm, and those pores open, guess where the insulation goes? Yep, in those pores. You need to take a cool shower to rinse off first. That way the insulation will go down the drain and not in the pores.

It was kind of like a DUH moment! I learned my lesson! Now you won't make the same mistake I did! :)

10 years!!!!!!!!!!

2011-09-22T01:00:00.000-04:00

I was told I wouldn't sleep the night before, but I woke rested. I woke that day nervous. Excited and nervous!

I sat on the bed of the cabin.

Hair curled and pinned.

Make-up done.

I sat on the bed of the cabin looking out the window as the directing of cars started.

People gathering and talking.

I watched as little ushers guided people to seats.

Seats made of hay bales and boards.

I looked down to see the dress of white gathered around me.

My hat was placed on my head.

My dad entered the cabin.
It was time!

Stepping out of the cabin, I heard the music. I noticed all of the people looking at the beautiful ladies before me.

I smiled. I looked at my dad, he smiled. Tears in his eyes, yet he still smiled.

I walked to the aisle watched as the aisle runner was pulled down just for me.
I smiled at all of the people, as they smiled at me.
I heard the music change.

Then it all faded! I no longer noticed the music. I no longer noticed the people looking at me smiling and crying. I no longer noticed the beautiful decorations of mums and hay bales.

I noticed the handsome guy at the end of the aisle. The man that had tears streaming down his face. The man that was going to be my HUSBAND!

10 years!!!! Today, 10 years ago, I said I do! My name changed. My life changed!

I am so blessed!

You know you're building a house when......

2011-09-21T10:16:00.003-04:00

I don't know why I didn't think of this sooner. It's not like we haven't been working on the house all summer.

My first installment, of a new segment...

You know you're building a house when.....

finding screws, bolts, and drywall scraps in pants pockets becomes normal

As I am doing laundry and checking pockets, I come across these.....

Sometimes more, sometimes less.
I have missed things while checking. Let me just say that the dryer does NOT like screws, and pencils! It makes a horrendous noise. Since it's making a noise, you get behind on laundry. You have kids asking, "where is my underwear?"or "I don't have anything to wear mommy." Then you have to ask DH, who has been busy working, and then working on the house, to fix the dryer.

So.... when building a house... CHECK THOSE POCKETS! ALL POCKETS! Pants, shorts, shirts. The ones that get me are those cargo, carpenter pants. There are SO MANY pockets!

Stay tuned for the next installment! :)

Absotively Posilutely

2011-09-20T10:37:00.002-04:00

This is the favorite book in the Bowman house. During quiet time one of the kids has this in their hands. Either reading or looking at the pictures. They LOVE it.

The book is filled with fun facts. Fun facts to them, but upon reading they are amazing facts. Facts about things in creation that makes one think about the Creator. He is amazing.

Did you know that the worlds largest Frog is the Goliath frog weighing in at almost 10 pounds! 10 pounds! My kids love to catch frogs, this is one frog that I would love to see them try to fit into a jar to bring home!

Another part of creation that the kids loved reading about was about the heavens (space). They were amazed that each galaxy is made up of millions of stars. Far more than they can count.

They were so excited while reading, they came running up to me and said, "Mommy did you know that there are 1 billion galaxies inside of the cup of the Big Dipper?"

I did not know that. After talking about it we went and looked for the big dipper. It was an amazing opportunity to talk about how amazing God is.

We have an amazing creator.

Thank you Master Books for the book in exchange for my opinion.

Want to learn more about Master books? Join us tonight on twitter. Follow @Masterbooks

My photography

2011-09-14T09:36:00.003-04:00

One of the things that I have on the side is a photography business. This started out as a hobby but has since then taken off to be more. I love it. Most of the time it's relaxing to me. Most! There are some situations that are not so relaxing.

I thought I would share some of the latest pictures.

This lovely couple have been married for 17 1/2 years. They renewed their vows on Saturday. The neatest part, the WHOLE family was there. It was so fun to see all of the kids and grand kids gathered around them.

As much as I LOVE to take pictures of the bride and groom, this will be my last wedding until after the baby. My energy level isn't what it was before! I walk around like a zombie. I am sure zombies are NOT invited to weddings! :)

2011-09-12T15:04:00.003-04:00

I am working on posts. As always things have been really busy, and most of my time has been spent at the house site. Therefore no internet access!

I pray that those of you who read this, will find God's grace in your lives. I promise to be back soon!

Baby Bowman Update ~ 29 weeks

2011-08-30T09:20:00.003-04:00

Baby Bowman Update!

All is well! :) Little one is growing right on target!

Baby Stats ~

Heart Rate ~ 131 bpm
Weight~ about 3 1/2 pounds
Right now the baby is breech. I am not to worried. There is still plenty of time for him/her to turn. I mean it would be nice to not have a foot on my bladder at all times.

Boy or Girl? We don't know! :) We don't find out! It's fun not knowing. We will find out in November :) If you want to take a guess, I have a poll on the right side bar. It's just for fun.
Boy or Girl, what do you think?

House Update ~ 8/29/11

2011-08-29T15:55:00.002-04:00

Progress! Progress! Progress!

Windows and doors were installed!

Electric is roughed in!

This week the plumbing will be installed and the shingles finished.

On September 10th we are having a big work day!
The plan

build decks
hang drywall

It's so amazing to see so much happening!
Soon we will be in our new home! :)

2011-08-25T00:00:00.001-04:00

Waving the White Flag

Are you the mother of boys who often finds herself ready to waive the white flag in defeat?

Do they drain you, overwhelm you, steal your heart, break your heart and cause you more anxiety than you ever dreamed possible?

Maybe you only have one boy amongst a sea of estrogen and you just can’t figure out how to respond to him in a way that affirms all that is good about his masculinity.

You're not alone.

Last May, over 1300 women and a few dads in SEVEN different countries joined together to pray purposefully and passionately for the hearts of their sons in a challenge called 21 Days of Prayer for Sons. 21 Days is based on the best-selling eBook Warrior Prayers: Praying the Word for Boys in the Areas They Need it Most.

Even our best parenting efforts don't come with a guarantee. As much as we might wish we could change their hearts of stone to hearts of flesh (Ezekiel 36:26), we can't. But we serve a God who can. Knowing this, it becomes quite clear that there is only one thing we can do…

Plead with God.

Pray.

“The fervent prayers of a righteous man avails much.” James 5:17.

It’s our hope.

The next 21 Days of Prayer for Sons challenge starts September 6 and ends September 26, 2011. How can you participate? Easy!

Purchase your own copy of Warrior Prayers: Praying the Word for Boys in the Areas They Need it Most (just $5.97 as a PDF download or on Amazon Kindle!) You could, in theory, participate in the challenge without a personal copy, but your experience will be much deeper and richer with it.

Commit to praying for your son(s) or grandsons 10 times a day for 21 days straight. This is a huge commitment, so if you feel God leading you to participate, pray and ask Him to give you the strength and endurance you need.

Consider leading your own group on your blog or in your community!

Sign-up HERE!

Get inspired by recent participants!

“This challenge…has given me my joy back in mothering” ~LaToya

“Thank you for giving me a tangible method for transformation in my family!!” ~Anne

“Thanks, Brooke for your help. I’ve always known that God was listening; I just didn’t know what to say!” ~Laurel

“So many heart changes are going on in our home and I’m just so thankful…” ~Ashley

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Brooke is a mom of two young boys who leave her desperate for God’s grace. Her pursuit of being a better mom has left her at the foot of the cross, knowing that if God doesn’t show up … nothing happens. This dependence upon God to turn hearts of stone to hearts of flesh leads her to her knees in prayer. She’s the author of the best-selling eBook Warrior Prayers: Praying the Word for Boys in the Areas They Need it Most, creator of the 21 Days of Prayer for Sons challenge and co-founder of the well-loved online community for mothers of boys, the M.O.B. Society. She offers hope for change to the hearts of women at her main blog, A Life in Need of Change.

A typical homeschool day?

2011-08-23T18:04:00.001-04:00

How the boys use their school folders!

I want to be afraid of the dark!

2011-08-19T10:48:00.004-04:00

I love how God uses something as a wake up call.

After my last pos t I heard now read what you wrote, I am there!

He is here!

He never leaves!

My eyes are the ones the wander.

I feel so stupid! How can I take my eyes off of that light? The light that shines brighter than any other? Yet the darkness creeps in and my eyes wander.

Lies. Lies. Lies. That is what is in the dark. It's scary. Knowing that the dark is there. Lurking. Waiting for the eyes to wander. Waiting for the heart to harden. Waiting. Waiting. Waiting.

The Light. Oh the light. The light is MUCH BRIGHTER. Full of truth, love, hope.

We teach our kids not to be afraid of the dark. To trust in the Lord. Do not be afraid.
(Don't miss understand what I am saying. We do need to teach the kids not to be afraid)

I want to be afraid of the dark. I don't want anything to do with the dark. I want my eyes to focus on the truth and the light!

I AM NOT PERFECT

2011-08-16T11:13:00.003-04:00

I feel like I am giving false assurance. Many people tell me how amazing it is to see us going through this event in our lives and having the faith.
I want to shout it out that I am not perfect!

I struggle more than not.

I cry.

I get upset.

There are days when I try to speak and read truth, but it doesn't seem to get through the hardened heart.

My patience with the family is little.

My words are not building.

That's what I see in my life. It's a challenge. I hear people say what a great example I am. I want to run and yell and scream that I am not. I want people to see me that way I see me.
I am not perfect. I am anywhere but close.

These days happen more than the good days it seems. I "forget" to look at what the Lord has already done for us. I focus on the here and now. Not a good place to be. I need to focus on what HE has done. To look at everything that has happened since the fire. To see HIS hand in things. HE is bigger than all. Yet, I take my eyes off of HIM, and focus on ME. Poor, poor, pitiful me. Whining and fussing about why things have to be the way they are.

I pray, I cry out to the Lord, I try, I fail.

"Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing." James 1:2-4

That is my prayer.

bathtubs

2011-08-10T08:19:00.001-04:00

BATHTUBS ARE ORDERED!!

My Bright Idea!

2011-08-09T12:11:00.004-04:00

This past weekend was tax free holiday in VA. I ventured over the mountain to look for the deals. It was tough. People were everywhere. It was like animals herding around the feed trough. CRAZY!
Weaving in and out of carts and people. Being ran into by carts and people. I maintained my patience and went after what I needed.

I have to tell you about my awesome idea. Many of you probably already do this, but to me, it's awesome.

I like to get pencil boxes for the kids. Each child has their own favorite color, finding things that are different is easy. I found little boxes for $1.00. I gathered red, green, and blue and put them in the cart. As I was walking out of the "feeding" area, I had a thought. I have crayons, markers, etc for each child, there is no way that it will all fit into this little box. I wanted each to have their own, it causes less fights. Each year we put together a shoe box for Operation Christmas Child. I know how much we can fit into the boxes, and the boxes cost us $1.00.

My bright idea!! :)

I went and got 3 boxes. They are not different colors, but I wrote the kids names on the lid. Each still has their own box and EVERYTHING fits!!!

A shout out to the birthday boy! :)

2011-08-08T10:09:00.003-04:00

Today is my wonderful husband's birthday!

This is a little shout out to him.

We are so blessed! He is an amazing husband and father. A man, like David, after God's own heart.

He is working so hard on the house. Every weekday he leaves for work at 5:30. After work he goes to the house and works until dark. Come back, goes to bed only to get up and do it all over again. I know he is tired. I know his body aches. I know he longs for a time of rest, yet he pushes through. Sacrifricing for the family. We are blessed!!!!!!!!

I am blessed! He is there to listen. Full of wisdom when I need to hear truth. Never judging me when I am having a hard day. Very blessed. I thank the Lord everyday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART!!!!!!

What do you do when the National Anthems plays?

2011-08-03T09:24:00.004-04:00

Last weekend we surprised the kids with a trip to see the monster trucks! I loved being able to surprise them. It was time for family time. Instead of working on the house, we took a time out. A much needed time out.

As always, before an event like this, the audience is asked to stand for the playing of the National Anthem. Everyone stood, yet something caught my attention. There were many people, mostly young kids, and young adults, that didn't stand as one should.

My dad was in the army. I was taught to stand at attention with my right hand over my heart while the National Anthem was playing or when the Pledge of Allegiance was being said. I know that you don't have to stand in attention it's something that is engrained in my head. My sister does it too! :)

[photo credit]

Here is my question. Do you teach your kids what to do when the Anthem plays? Even though we homeschool, it's something that I want my kids to know.
I know there are many arguments going on about this topic in today's society. I just want to know what you think! :)

Overwhelmed already :(

2011-08-02T10:05:00.003-04:00

We have only been working on school for a few short, and I mean short weeks, and I am getting overwhelmed already.

Here's why....

I know that we will be moving within the next few months. I have this awesome idea for the school area, and I am super excited about it.

We have little room here. I can't seem to get organized. We usually work on school at the kitchen table but it's been so hot in there that this pregnant mama can't take it.

It's HOT! I know that might seem like a poor excuse. It's been getting so hot in this house that I have to leave, and we live at the river for the day. We may not get school done for the day, but let me tell ya, we are getting our tans on! :)

So there you have it. I don't want to get discouraged. We are further along in school than we were, it's just that the days are not going as I wanted :(

House Update ~ 8/1/11

2011-08-01T09:23:00.003-04:00

Yesterday, DH and I sat down and wrote out a list of projects that still need to be completed on the house. Some may look at the list and get overwhelmed. I look at the list and see that we are getting closer to the end.
I hear that the inside work is what takes the biggest chunk of time. Inside work means that I can help! Right now, I am the gofer!:) I run here and there to get things for the guys that are working. I am excited about being able to help. I don't want to get my hopes up though. The more times goes by, the bigger my belly is getting :) Not sure how much I can do with a big ole belly, but I will try my best.

Within the next two weeks the following will be done....
shingles put on the roof
electric roughed in
plumbing roughed in
tubs installed
water and sewer hooked up

Each day we are getting closer and closer to being done! :)

Welcome , Mom of Boys Blog Hop

2011-07-28T08:22:00.005-04:00

It's time to Hop!!! Blog Hop that is!!! :) Moms of Boys Blog Hop!

Welcome!

I am so excited that you came to visit! We are the Bowman Family. It's a crazy kind of mania world, and I am so blessed!

We have 3 boys, ages 8 1/2, 7, 4. We also have a little lady (2) oh and there is another on the way. Will we add to the number of boys? We don't know! :) We will find out in Nov when he/she arrives.

We are a homeschool family also, well I try. Each child learns a different way. Therefore I have to learn what way they learn best and go with it.

The boys range from the type who is content to sit and read all day, to the type who can't sit still at all. Conversations consist of monster trucks, super hero's, and bugs. They keep me on my toes! :) I love it!

If you have visited here before, or if this is your first time, you will notice posts about our house update. The biggest thing going on in our life. In Jan of this year we had a house fire. Everyone got out safe and sound and the rebuilding stage has begun. Rebuilding of many things it seems. Rebuilding of a house, of faith. It has been a struggle, and a blessing. We continue to thank the Lord of blessing upon blessing.

We are blessed. We thank the Lord for giving us another opportunity to share in His goodness. For God to be glorified through this season of life.

If you are a mom of boys or even just a boy, you will love this group! I am blessed to be a writer with many other amazing mom's. Yahoo for the M.O.B society.

Thank you for stopping, or huh, hopping by. I can't wait to get to visit each of you! :)

My heart breaks!

2011-07-27T11:44:00.003-04:00

"Mommy I can't sleep, I keep thinking about the fire."

"Mommy, will the new bathrooms have heaters that start a fire?"

"Mommy look at the picture I drew, it's a picture of our house burning."

These are the things that I have been asked or told. This didn't happen right after the fire, this has been happening in the past few weeks.

My heart breaks.

I don't realize things are bothering the kids until they say something.

Should I be asking them?

I don't want our conversations to always be a therapy session. I just want to know how they are feeling.

Do I ask?
Do I wait until the opportunity presents itself?

We remind the kids of God's provision. Looking at how we have been blessed through this trial. Reminding them of the promises of God.

Most of the time, I need to be reminded also.

I pray for them. I don't want them to be scared.

Do you have suggestions for me? Words of wisdom?
Have you gone through something like this before?

I am all ears or uhh eyes.

thoughts? words?

2011-07-25T08:59:00.002-04:00

Many thoughts, little words.

Thoughts about;

The House
Marriage
Kids
Baby
My Faith
Homeschooling

I am praying the words come. The thoughts are there. I want God to use me. Maybe I need to be still and listen!

The Creation Story for Children

2011-07-19T21:07:00.004-04:00

From the time we opened the package we were intrigued by the colors of the book. The kids, along with myself, couldn't wait to read.

I love a book that is packed with scripture. The kids love to look the verses up in the bible as we read along also.

There are many truths within this book from Day 1 to Day 7 of creation.

So many favorite parts. The questions at the end of each day of creation. It was a great discussion time for us as we sat and pondered.

The facts about the animals were my kids favorite. They are into facts. They LOVE looking up things. This book is right up their ally.

The last part of the book gives wonderful analogies backed up, again, with scripture. I still turn to these when we have an issue or want to learn more about what God says.

Since we are expecting our favorite verse from this section is Psalm 139:13,15 :)

We love this book! A great book for our library. A book that we will be using over and over again.

Oh ye of little faith!

2011-07-19T13:51:00.003-04:00

"Oh ye of little faith"

The words that have been floating in my head and heart the past week.
God is teaching me about faith. Will I learn?

Dh and I had heard about this builders auction. I was super excited. We heard good things and were ready to check it out. Not only that but Dh and I got to go away for a day, alone. We have been so busy that time together, away from the house project, has been little.

As we pulled into the auction parking lot and I started crying. There were trucks with trailers everywhere. My thought? There is no way we are going to get what we came to get! There are way to many people here. This trip is a waist of time.

Faith! Have Faith!

As the auction started I had to walk away from the action. I didn't want to be there, I didn't want to be disappointed.

Walking back to DH, I was met with a huge smile. He bought windows at an amazing price!

Faith! Have Faith!

The rest of the day proved to be the same. Amazing price after amazing price.

We left the auction with 6 windows, 1 double door, 1 triple window (which I am in love with), 1 arched window, 2 skylights, odd and ends electrical things, and a window for the kitchen.

The price?

$900

The door alone was quoted for $1,100!

Faith! Have Faith!

Choices and Decisions

2011-07-12T22:33:00.004-04:00

Choices..... decisions
I knew that I would be making lots of decisions on things when it came to the house.
I never thought about the little details.

Do I want the shower to the left of the tub or the right? ummm???It's a shower, to me it doesn't matter. The water comes out and people get clean. Does it matter which side that happens?

Doors. Do I want the door to open in or out? Do I want it to open to the left or to the right? How I can get into the room does not matter to me, as long as the door opens.

I am thankful that my hubby is interested in what I think. He wants to know what I want for the house. He has been amazing during this whole thing .Working so hard. He gets up at 5am to go to work, comes back and works on the house until dark. On the Saturdays, he is working all day.

If the shower is to the left or right, or the doors open to the left or right, it doesn't matter. What matters is we are going to have a house. A gift from the Lord. A house where 5 little ones will be filling it with laughter. A place where stories will be told as we enjoy dinner. A place where we will watch the children grow. A place where we will be praying for our children. A place where the gospel is being taught. That is what matters.

Wall Raising!

2011-07-11T16:11:00.000-04:00

My plans? Sigh

2011-07-07T10:50:00.002-04:00

I was going to start school on Tuesday. That didn't happen. I wanted to be all planned by then. We have been really busy at the house site. My goal was to plan after the kids went to bed. I have been exhausted at the end of the day that planning is the last thing on my mind.

I do have some things planned.
I have all of the curriculum.
I have even worked on a schedule.

Now I just need to stick with it.
I am in the process of working on chore lists.
Something we all need. I want to try to get on some kind of schedule before we move into the new house. I have found myself frustrated because the kids are getting into things, or because they won't help clean their own mess. I end up doing it. I am the one training my kids that even if they make the mess, mommy is going to clean it up. Why help? This HAS to change.

I am super excited about the science and the history we are using this year. I will be sharing our schedule and what we are using VERY soon! :)

The waves of lies

2011-07-06T09:17:00.002-04:00

My hope is built on nothing less
Than Jesus’ blood and righteousness.
I dare not trust the sweetest frame,
But wholly trust in Jesus’ Name.

On Christ the solid Rock I stand,
All other ground is sinking sand;
All other ground is sinking sand.

Edward Mote, 1797-1874

This is my prayer!

I have been finding myself feeling "down" more so lately than before. I know the truth,yet I am hearing the lies. I don't want to be going through this. I don't want to be here. I don't want to be building a house right now. I just want everything to be the way it was. I just want to wake up and all of this be one big nightmare. I lay in bed and cry. I talk things over with my hubby,we pray, yet those lies are seem so loud.

"And Peter answered him, “Lord, if it is you, command me to come to you on the water.” He said, “Come.” So Peter got out of the boat and walked on the water and came to Jesus. But when he saw the wind, he was afraid, and beginning to sink he cried out, “Lord, save me.” Jesus immediately reached out his hand and took hold of him, saying to him, “O you of little faith, why did you doubt?” And when they got into the boat, the wind ceased. And those in the boat worshiped him, saying, “Truly you are the Son of God.”"
Matthew 14:28-33

I have become like Peter. I have taken my eyes off of the Lord. I am looking everywhere else but to Him. Of course I am going to fall. My faith lacks. Why do I doubt? I need to be reminding myself of the promises. I don't want to sink into the waves of lies. I want to look to the Lord and trust in Him completely.

"Keep your life free from love of money, and be content with what you have, for he has said, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.”"
Hebrews 13:5

He is always here. I am the one who looks away.

House Update ~ 7/4/11

2011-07-05T09:59:00.002-04:00

This weekend was a very productive one at the house site.

Center Beam went up Saturday.

Floor trusses went up and sub floor went down Monday.

Next up..... framing the main floor walls! :)

It's been hot, yet the guys keep working.
Yesterday we had a storm blow through, but the rain didn't stop them from working.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~

2011-07-04T01:00:00.002-04:00

This is one of my favorite pictures. I took this a few years ago! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMERICA!!!

oh did I mention that it's my b-day too??

House Update ~

2011-06-30T09:59:00.004-04:00

Tuesday we raised the first of 6 walls. I said we huh? Well I didn't help raise the wall. I sat, took pictures and prayed that all would go okay.
Everything went just fine!

The goal is to have the first floor deck on by the end of Monday. Things are starting to go a big faster. I am so excited! :)

Thank you to all who helped.

Vacation 2011

2011-06-28T08:32:00.002-04:00

We had a wonderful time on vacation. Much needed time away. I didn't want to come home. There is just something about being unplugged from it all.

There is this project that we are working on, you know, this thing called a house.We had to come back.

I will talk more about our vacation later, for now I am going to leave you with a few pictures! :)

He is 7!!!!

2011-06-21T08:16:00.000-04:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MONKEY BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Open the Heart of my Eyes

2011-06-20T01:00:00.004-04:00

With summer upon us there seem to be "less clothes."

My dear husband wrote his thoughts about the topic as it pertains to raising boys

In response to the comments made regarding boys eyes and the issue of modesty,
First I believe that God has created both men and women in His image, this means that any person you see is a close representation of God. This means more than just the physical appearance although I believe there is an actual person of God, not just a "spirit" being. This being said the representation is also to include emotions, and the ability to think and reason.
Second, as parents and I think fathers more importantly we should raise our boys to have a high respect for other human beings, whether the differences are skin colors, languages, appearances, or gender. A good theology will inform us that man was made first and woman was made to be a helper for him. The problem came when man first doubted God and His goodness and took what was forbidden. Notice how man was held responsible for this sin! Let this be a lesson to all dads. Also when mentioning respect for other this will include in this case to advert our eyes from women with appearances that tempt us to want what God has not given. Yes it is true that modesty doesn't solve the problem, that our hearts doubt Gods plan, it does serve the brothers who truly want to glorify God with their hearts and eyes.
Lastly, we are told in several places in the Bible to flee sin, and more so sexual immorality. Are we obeying this command if we do not look away, or show our sons to do the same? Legalism is a very dangerous thing because it minimizes the gospel, it tells us that we can earn Gods favor or acceptance, however presuming on grace can also be dangerous. Sin is real and until our savior returns we are called to "fight the good fight", and "run with endurance". These acts imply that the work ahead of us is both difficult and long. The real answer I always find is in the gospel, in this case I look at 1Cor 6:19-20 "Or do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit within you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. So glorify God in your body." That fact that we were bought with a price and that the cost was Gods own son, should be more than enough motivation to battle the sin of lust, or the sin of laziness if we are to share those with our sons. I pray that you find the grace to to battle both and know that God is glorified not only when we succeed in the fight but also when we cry out to Him for help in our failures. I think the question should be not "how much is ok?" or " what is too bad?" but " how can I honor God in this situation?"

Happy Father's Day!!!

2011-06-19T01:00:00.001-04:00

Vacation time

2011-06-17T01:00:00.002-04:00

Yahoo.. vacation time!

Yes, we are taking a week off and going away.
It was a tough decision to make. We have a house to build, why in the world are we taking a break?
After much thought, and talking to others about it, we are going.
We haven't had a break since the fire.

We need a time to regroup. After this week, there will be NO breaks! All of our spare time will be focused on the house.

Our vacation isn't fancy. We go camping!
We love it. There is nothing like sitting around the fire at night talking.
The kids have a blast. There is always something to do. It is very seldom that "I'm bored" is heard.
If it rains, they play in the rain! Jumping in puddles.
Always a new adventure.

The basement story! :)

2011-06-16T11:49:00.002-04:00

At long last, the story! :)

Last Friday we had our basement floor poured. We are so excited to have this step finished. Next is all lumber. I am told that the house will go up fast now!

We woke Friday full of excitement. The end of a phase. This phase had to be done in order to proceed on the house. It was hot that day. I purchased plenty of water and lots of ice. Coolers were full of both. I needed to take care of our help!
The crew came, prepared the site and we waited for the concrete trucks.
Things were going smooth. The crew, working hard, still taking breaks from the heat as much as they could. There isn't much "play" time when you are working on concrete. More so when you have a hot day. Things start to set up fast.
As the second truck was just about finished, the crew leader looked at us and stated that he didn't feel well.
That's when things started going crazy.
This gentleman was an older man, yet working so hard.
He got too hot! Blacked out, couldn't walk by himself, couldn't really communicate.
It was scary.
I ran into action.
He was sprayed with water. We sat him in a chair in the shade.
The whole time I am praying! I didn't want anything to happen.
I ran into the camper and got two towels.
I dipped both in the ice water and put one towel around his neck and one on his head. He needed to cool down!
A trip to the doctor was next. We needed to make sure he was okay. All was well, just over heated.
I give thanks to the Lord. Two days earlier I was reading a post about staying cool in the summer. I remembered reading to put cool towels around your neck if you get too hot. That is the best way to cool one down. Would I have remembered that, that day? I don't know, I believe that it was God's provision that lead me to the post and it was fresh in my mind.

That was insident number 1.
What was number 2? I am glad you asked.
We ran our of concrete. We were 1/4 of a yard sort! That's not much, but if you are wanting to mix that by hand, it's a lot of work.
Thankfully, I knew of another place in town that was pouring concrete on the same day. I ran around, made some phone calls. It just happened that the other place had some concrete left over. The driver of the concrete truck was so kind and had no problem coming to our house. 1/4 of a yard later, the basement was done! Yes we have a cold joint in our floor, but that is okay.
The phase is complete!

It was a crazy one. I was wore out at the end of the day. Actually I was wore out when I woke up that morning LOL :)
As I look back on that dayI see God's hand in it all. Everything worked out. I am so grateful!

I will leave you with some pictures from that day. I didn't get many since I was running around taking care of things, but I did get some! :)

But I am only Human

2011-06-09T22:34:00.003-04:00

I have been feeling like I need to sit and write and let you all know how I am doing.

I don't want everyone to think that I have it all together. I don't. I am far from that. I have faith in my Lord, knowing that this was the plan for our life. I have faith in knowing that everything will work out. I have faith that He will not give us more than we can handle.

But...

I am only human. I fall short. I am not like God. He is always faithful, even when my faith lacks. He is always good.

There are times when I don't want to be going through this.
I want to be sitting in a house that didn't burn.
I don't like being displaced, "homeless".
I miss the things that I had.
I sit and remember the times that we had in the house. The kids sliding down the steps on the toy box lid.
I miss my dog.

The fire happened 5 months ago, yet it feels like it happened yesterday. It's fresh in my mind every morning.
I am weary.
These days happen more often than not.

Yet, I can still cry out to the Lord. He is ALWAYS THERE! I want this trial to bring God glory. I want Him to use me.
HE IS ALWAYS FAITHFUL!

"Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest."
Matthew 11:28

"But you, O Lord, are a God merciful and gracious, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love and faithfulness."
Psalm 86:15

I want to leave you with this song. My dear friend sent this to me. (you may need the tissues)

Basement Walls ~ The process

2011-06-08T23:23:00.002-04:00

21 days for sons

2011-06-08T08:03:00.004-04:00

Today begins a new "challange", it's a good one though.

I have the privilege of knowing Brooke. I got to meet this wonderful lady last year because of Relevant.

Brooke has written a very useful tool called, "Warrior Prayers: Praying the Word for Boys in the Areas They Need it Most". Today we begin praying for our sons for the next 21 days. Not that we don't pray otherwise. These are specific prayers.
There are over 1200 people signed up for this challenge. This makes my heart leap for joy. To know that sons are being prayed for. To know that there are so many others that are interested in the hearts of their sons. They want their sons to know the Lord. To be raised as men of God.

Let the challenge begin.

Grateful

2011-06-06T12:42:00.003-04:00

Progress is being made on the house. Slowly, but progress is progress right? :) Last week the walls were poured with concrete. Friday the basement is being poured. From there things should start progressing faster. We are building our house on our own. At the moment we are at the mercy of others with all of the concrete. After the floor is poured, it's all us! :) Let the fun begin.

I am excited and nervous. Things are taking shape. I have thought about building a house before but never thought that I would actually get to build one. I have learned so much through this season. Many things have changed. Through trials, all is still a blessing. All of these things have brought me closer to the Lord. Knowing that He is taking care of me. Even though the trials are tough, I am very grateful. Grateful for all that I am learning and have learned.

Thank you all for your prayers.

Oh yes, and I will share pictures of the progress thus far, very soon! :)

Will they keep hiding their eyes?

2011-06-02T14:19:00.005-04:00

I have been reading things on line about modesty. I love summer, but there are things about summer that I don't like. The lack of modesty is on the top of the list.

Last weekend, while we were driving to our campsite, there was a girl walking by the lake, wearing cut off shorts and a bikini top. That's it! Our 8 yr old son was in the vehicle with us. He quickly covered his eyes with his hands. He replied with a sigh and said, "I think that girl forgot to finish getting dressed."

8 years old, and he notices! As a mom of boys, this makes me sad. Sometimes I just want to go up to the young ladies and say, " Do you know what you are doing? Do you not understand what goes on these little hearts? They are going to struggle enough as it is when they are older, you are not helping the cause!"

I can't. Instead I pray. I pray for my sons. That they will not fall into lust, yes lust, even at a young age. They may not understand that word yet,but that is what it is. I pray that their thoughts will be pure.

I pray that they keep hiding their eyes.

Baby Update~ 16 weeks

2011-06-01T15:59:00.003-04:00

Everything with the little one is great. Heart beat is strong and he/she is very active. This past week I started feeling more little flutters! I love that feeling. It's a feeling like no other. :)

Happy Memorial Day

2011-05-26T07:33:00.003-04:00

Tuesday evening we decided that we are taking the family camping this weekend.. We have a few things to do at the house, but nothing that says we have to stay in town all weekend. Oh and we are only going about 15 miles out of town. Still, 15 miles is no cell service, no internet, no TV, no electronics. Away from everything! I am ready!

I love the time. Listening to the sounds of woodpeckers. Finding bugs. Trying to identify plants. Enjoying God's creation.

I pray each of you have a wonderful Memorial Day weekend!

Basement

2011-05-23T10:14:00.000-04:00

A home~

2011-05-20T13:28:00.003-04:00

Last week, while were were at the house site, I wanted to help. There was a pile of gravel that needed to be spread where the basement is going. I figured that I could drive the skid loader and help. How hard could it be? For me, harder than it looked. At one point I had the front wheels off of the ground and I was just sitting there crying. No skid loader driving for me.

I left discouraged. I want to be able to help in the building process. Things are limited with what I can or am allowed to do. I do tend to push myself. I couldn't even use the skid loader the right way. Something that I thought I could do, just something to help. Anything!

As I was crying, and praying something came to mind.

I may not be able to build a house but I can make the house a home!

Having people over.
Reading with the kids, in their new rooms.
Cooking in the new kitchen.
Baking cookies.
Sitting on the front porch and drinking sweet tea with my hubby.

"She looks well to the ways of her household
and does not eat the bread of idleness."
Proverbs 31:27

I want our home to show God's glory! I want others to see the Love of the Lord when they visit.

I am so excited!

"It takes hands to build a house, but only hearts can build a home".
~Author Unknown

Busy Life

2011-05-17T10:36:00.002-04:00

The weather has put a damper on construction. Right now the basement blocks are still in the same pile as they were when they were delivered. Progress will be made.

Aside from building a house we have much going on.

We have two weddings we are attending in June.

We are taking a week break in June to go camping. I am sure the weather will be great for building that week, but it is a sacrifice we are going to make for the family. The boys have been asking since the beginning of the year when we are going camping. This is our family vacation.

We are wrapping up piano lessons for the season. We have group lessons and recitals to attend.

We are still working on school. I plan to keep working at this all summer.

Not to mention the everyday living things, meal, cleaning, laundry.

Life is busy!

Soon I am hoping to have an update on the house! :)

Basement

2011-05-13T13:41:00.001-04:00

The basement blocks were delivered yesterday!

Footers

2011-05-10T22:07:00.000-04:00

Today the footers were poured. Next up.... Basement!